How time flies

I posted the last entry in September. Little that I know at that time, how my world was about to crash around me. I have hit rock bottom (I hope!) I was dumped, hence lost a friend that I love and treasure, I received the first & worst complain from an unsatisfied customer at work, home was buglarised twice within two weeks, self esteem was at the lowest cause i know the reason why i was dumped cause i am fat & ugly (i am not putting myself down, i am realistic about my looks & appearance), cash flow was non-existant (customers not paying).

How did I handle it? I stop talking. I gave up, I used to hide my feelings well, nobody knows whatever i was going through, but not this time, i do not have the energy to do that. Everybody was worried, but was afraid to ask, and i was not in the mood to explain. They just continue to wonder, what happen to this usually bubbly, happy go lucky girl that they know.

How am I now? Slightly better, I still dont talk much. Time will tell i guess.