Hahahahaha.....

Well, nobody can say YOU dont have a sense of humour.

Good Job. First i lost the person i love most in the world, now you separate my family from me. Is it all my fault? I choose to take myself out from the family because of the betrayal of one person, and i'm the one being punished now? she's the one that caused all the drama, the one that lied and YOU rewarded her? I have to say, you certainly make my decision seems the right one. By next year, I will lose the person i love forever and on top of that, there's no family around me, cause everybody is with that woman.

Yes......i'm looking forward to it.

Countdown starts now!

I'm planning for the day. It will be at some 5 star resort. I'm going to enjoy myself for a few days before leaving this world.

The question is now how?

Touch Down!

i have reach rock bottom!

thank you, you made it possible. you showed how much my life is a joke to you. how you manuever these little plays, little situations to keep on pushing me to the edge. that saturday night, you did it! i'm at the edge now.

it help me to make the next decision.

Next year : 23rd January 2008 - the day i will cease to exist.

The day my heart will stop hurting
The day i will say goodbye to the person i loved most in the whole wide world
The day i will leave this world alone...just how i lived it, alone....and just how i entered it, alone

i will then suffer afterlife, to continue on the pain of my life.

Oh My....

I miss him soo much i think i'm going to explode!