Touch Down!

i have reach rock bottom!

thank you, you made it possible. you showed how much my life is a joke to you. how you manuever these little plays, little situations to keep on pushing me to the edge. that saturday night, you did it! i'm at the edge now.

it help me to make the next decision.

Next year : 23rd January 2008 - the day i will cease to exist.

The day my heart will stop hurting
The day i will say goodbye to the person i loved most in the whole wide world
The day i will leave this world alone...just how i lived it, alone....and just how i entered it, alone

i will then suffer afterlife, to continue on the pain of my life.