one of the worst day of my life

i seem to have a lot of that. worst days.

lucky ha. you know it got me into thinking why is it, the man that treated me poorly, that broke my heart, that shows no consideration to me found somebody so easily. it says a lot doesn't it. it shows, i'm the bad one. i'm the one with the bad karma. i'm the evil one.

so, why should i be breathing the same air as everybody else. you always wish those evil people to just die. they never do. so since i'm a very bad person that dont deserve anything good happening to her, i should leave this world. one less evil being. the world deserves it.

i deserves what is coming to me. i will be in hell. lifetime of torture. that is what i deserved. that was what YOU have planned for me all along isnt it? we can't all go the heaven.