Him

Lake House is on tv.

and i'm lying here missing him so much.

We're supposed to be friends, but why can't he be nice to me?

i pretty sure he treats his other friends better, so why single me out. I guess i am trying too hard to be his friend, to show i'm over him, to prove we're cool. when everytime we meet all i want to do is reach out and touch him.

i miss him.

well, soon it is not going to matter anymore. once i'm gone, he will not even remember i exists.

and i miss him.